Malam itu ketika dingin merasuk dalam keheningan malam,,
dan aku sendiri berada dalam ruang gelap
tanpa sengaja,jari jemari dengan lincahnya menyentuh keypad bb
dan terbukalah akun fb ku..
perlahan ku telusuri linimasa di beranda pesbuk

Dan entah mengapa,berhenti pada akun teman
yang kala itu sedang share picture,,
iseng mulai merajai pikiran menelisik ingin tahu siapa gerangan yang ada di foto itu
dan singkatnya,sang teman bersedia mengenalkannya 

Singkat ceritanya lagi,,
Dia add pin bb ku,dan kemudian kami pun mulai bbm-an,bertukar akun fb dan twitter
mulai dari situlah perkenalan dimulai

and time flew like usual . .
until we had a joke at the twitter, some silly joke . . 
we mentioned each other,,and absolutely in bbm..
some story about my love story and his love story, 
some story about how i messed up about my relationship 
and how he gimme some good advice . . 
and it was good convo between strangers .. 
2 strangers..tapi..aku rasa gak stranger-stranger banget,
bahkan seperti sudah mengenal dia dulu kala..

We talked very heavy topic.. 
some topic about our paradigm about love, about life, about commitment,
about how we reach dream,,
menguras tenagaku, dan otakku . .

"Aku menyerah, aku berlutut sama Tuhan. 
Kamu mempermainkan kepercayaanku tentang suatu hal"
his bbm, to me. . after we had loooooooooong convo about the view of love . 
that long , that hard, that exhausted.. 

And we were back to our routine, we keep talked . . . bbm .. and talked .. and bbm. .
and finally we met . (just fyi, all we did is never be our plan.. we had plan to meet at the end of the week, God gave us chance to meet at the beginning of week . God Plan, we had no power to deny)
i saw you with your smile . . smiled at me . . and my heart was skip a beat . .
and yes, like he promised into me . . he hugged me . .
but i felt something different,,like old friend long time no see,and we met up then hugged...

And he came back to his city after he hugged me that tight . . 
dan dari waktu itu aku tahu, aku mulai jatuh hati...
dan seperti rencana Tuhan, 
seperti boneka yang sedang dimainkan para malaikat, 
kami semakin dekat dan dekat dan dekat dan dekat . .

what i have now is him, to fulfill my day , to make my day brighter . .
we still do silly chat like we usually did . . not that heavy, because finally i know him a lot . .
not that exhausted....
aku tersenyum lebar mengingat apa yang terjadi, 
dan gemas meremas guling ketika rindu itu mulai menelusup masuki relung hati ...

aaaah tapi setelah sadari diri,,,itu semua hanya mimpi

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